i often think about the people i’ve met in my travels. it’s funny how the world works. you meet them because they meant to cross paths with you. but you’ll never know if they’re permanent or if they’re just passing souls. fate and destiny are strange.

sometimes i think about the what could haves, should haves, and would haves. what if our relationship worked out? what would our life together be now? it makes me sad to think about this. i’ve probably already met the one in my travels but we never got the chance. what if we met earlier? maybe a few years before? what if we did get the chance? our chance? would it be him and i in another life? i think sometimes i just want someone to tell me that. that they would choose me in another life, if we only had gotten our chance. but then what would i do with that information?

i think it would make me sad even more.

yeah, so many moving parts that could lead to many if/then scenarios.